Bye bye Facebook

So this morning popped up when I tried to access my Facebook account today. It basically tells me to confirm my ID (via my government issued identity card) and send it to them. I suspect somebody made a report against my account. Well, not surprising as I bash Zionists every day. Or, it was just a random thing. Either way, I dont really care.

Will I bend my knee and submit to Facebook?

No.

I believe my privacy is extremely important to just to me, to the people I love too. That is why Batman dons his cowl. So bye bye Facebook. You will never get my details. 

My Playstation Network Account Was Hacked Today and how I solved the issue

 

So this morning, while I was having my breakfast with my son, I received this email from Sony. I didn't request or perform Sign-In Change. I was like, okay. WTF. I have my Paypal details inside the account, among others. 

Basically somebody managed to get my login ID (my current email) and my password and changed the login ID to another email address.  So I quickly sent my son to school, called my banker to cancel all my cards. They too confirmed nothing was performed within the 24 hours. I went back to my house and took down my PS4, PS3 and PS Vita serial numbers. 

 

I called above number and spoke to the customer service representative. Since my PSN account is based in Malaysia, I was rerouted to a Hong Kong call centre, there was an issue of language barrier due to accent and etc. But I managed to pull thru. and I received below email.

Drama over. So if your account  is hacked, keep cool and follow these steps.

1. Call your banker and cancel all your cards

2. Take down your Sony PS4, PS3 or Vita serial ID

3. Call Sony PSN Hotline of your country ( Malaysia is 1-800-81-4963 from 9am to 6pm weekdays)

4. They will ask you your original email address, your online name, your full name and your console ID(I gave my PS4 number)

5. If you succeed, they will revert the login email back to your original email address and send you the link to reset the password.

6. Reset the password by clicking the link (DUH)

7. Reset your email password, just to be safe.

Done. Basically I don't blame Sony for this. Its actually my fault as I didn't change my login credentials for a very long time. So, hope that helped. Screw you hackers. Get a fucking job.

 

 

I miss you

Do you remember, the times we had no money? We would just chill at home, we would spend our weekends watching marathons of Supernatural or The Lost? You cook. I clean. Then we would have a Guitar Hero competition and the loser, makes Milo for the both go f us. I miss you massaging my body, and I miss the smell of your hair each time I wake up every morning. We have next to nothing, I mean the money. There were times we only have RM50 for the month. No problems. We still had fun. We would walk side by side. We would share everything.  we would laugh at everything. Oh we do cry, we do. But never alone. All this money, big car, nice house really distanced us. You had so few pictures of me in your phone. So sad. You cropped my picture out from your family picture. You alienated me. Pushed me away. I am so sad. We used to live in a shoe box apartment. It was so small until we had to take turns to go into the kitchen. But it was our castle. I felt so close to you. I could feel your warmth. Now you would leave me whenever you are walking. I don't know. I really don't know why.

Aku mahu jumpa Tuhan

Sebentar lagi
Aku mahu jumpa Tuhan
Aku mahu bagitau Dia
Aku rindu
Lama sangat aku lupa Dia
Lama sangat aku lalai

Sebentar lagi
Aku mahu jumpa Tuhan
Yang Maha Baik
Maha Penyayang
Yang mengamanahkan Isteri dan Anak padaku
Yang aku lupakan
Yang aku terkhilaf
Yang aku ini berdosa

Sebentar lagi
Aku harap, Tuhan mahu jumpa aku
Mendengar rungutan aku
Melihat tangisan aku
Menerima sujud aku

Aku harap
Aku mati ketika sujud
Senang semua orang barangkali

Sebentar lagi
Akan aku susun langkah
Pelan-pelan aku berjalan
Sekejap-sekejap aku berhenti

Who knows

who knows, the most powerful way to overcome sadness
sometimes i just continue, soldiering on, until when i do not know
for i am far from perfect
for i am never understood.

i mean
i try
try
try again. daily. without fail.

there are times i cry, until i laugh

they are times i hold my pain, until i begin to enjoy it

there are times i just wish, i just end there.


but i cant. no. i just cant.

too many people depend on me. too many hopes and dreams. too many commitments that i said YES

i try extremely hard. sometimes, i can hear my own heart beating. sometimes i feel extremely alone in such a crowded space.  you know that feeling, when you are in excruciating pain, but nobody noticed. why?

because you deny your body of the pain. you endure it. you hold it. you eat it. 

can we go back years back. ? i wish. i made mistakes, mistakes that i am paying with my heart and body. but even i, dont deserve that. 

you know how i find my strength everyday to get up?

the vision of both of you sitting comfortably in our new house.  i need to make that happen. i need to ensure the best for the both of you. and then, only then, i can rest peacefully.

Di mana aku?

Kadang kala aku tertanya-tanya
 Di manakah aku di dalam hatimu,  di ataskah?  di bawahkah? Di tepi kah? Di belakangkah? Adakah aku duduk sama rendah, berdiri sama tinggi, meniarap sama pendek?  mencangkung sama busuk? Adakah kita ini, kita, aku ini aku, engkau itu engkau?  atau aku itu engkau dan engkau itu aku? Apa bisa hati manusia menerima sejumlah penyekkan?  Atau belaian?

 Mana rumah kita? Mana bukit kita?  mana masjid idaman kita? Mana kiblat kita? Mana nabi kita?

 Atau kita ini hanya sebahagian dari sistem kosmos yang tiada apa-apa signifikasi? 

 Ah, mustahil kejadian kita ini sia-sia, mesti ada sebabnya bukan?

 Sejak bila kita tergolek dari destinasi kita? Sejak bila kita melatah apabila diratah cabaran?  masakan kita begitu lemah? Mustahil.

 Sudikah kau menyambut tangan ku. Aku gemok gedempol orangnya.  tak bisa berlari laju.  Jika ditendang pasti tergolek. Jika digigit pasti berdarah.  Tapi aku anggap semua itu cuma gurauan manja. Selagi helai nafas masih kuhirup,  takkan pernah aku mengaku tewas. Selagi itu kehendak Sang Pencipta Maha Agung.

 Yang lain aku tak tau.

Mental note of today

- Gemuk gedempol, menyusahkan orang, sup hanyir,  besar kepala,  tak bahagia,  sakit keeping manis, rasa diri bagus.Okay noted.